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brooklyn_bomber @ 01:25 pm: Brooklyn/Seb Log


Just what everyone asked for before haha. A LOG!!!!!

ometimes they come back, sometimes they don't says:
Brooklyn avoided work, avoided people, and only really left the apartment when he really had to. The apartment got a lot of phone calls, but he normally just let it ring. When the doorbell rang, however, he got up and answered it.

Deb - "Then there's Paris Hilton who's famous for being a slut...I mean socialite, I knew it started with S" says:
There stood Seb, who had been bored and therefore decided to visit Brooklyn. He'd been meaning to for a while, but wasn't sure what to say when he did so hadn't. "Hey, how're you?"

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"What are you doing here?" Brooklyn asked, but made no attempt to force him away. Instead, he retreated back into the apartment and left the door open for Seb.

Deb - "Then there's Paris Hilton who's famous for being a slut...I mean socialite, I knew it started with S" says:
He shrugged and walked in slowly. He looked around and shut the door behind him. "Came to see how you were. I've heard it's not...so good...and I guess I was kind of worried...because you're my friend and...you know...yeah..."

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"Who told you that?" He plopped down on the couch, and stared at the ceiling. "I'm fine," He said, although his apperance said otherwise. He had dark circles under his eyes, and he looked kind of sick.

Deb - "Then there's Paris Hilton who's famous for being a slut...I mean socialite, I knew it started with S" says:
"A couple of people." He sat down on the floor by his feet and looked up at him. "What's been going on?"

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"Nothing, I've been here in the apartment or at the hospital."

Deb - "Then there's Paris Hilton who's famous for being a slut...I mean socialite, I knew it started with S" says:
"How's your brother?"

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"The same way he was before." He closed his eyes, and shrugged.

Deb - "Then there's Paris Hilton who's famous for being a slut...I mean socialite, I knew it started with S" says:
He brought his legs up to his chest and kept his eyes on him. "I know so many people would have been saying this already, but if you need to talk, I'm around. And not in the 'I can't help but want to be your friend' way either. I lost my brother a couple of years ago and while yours won't...be the same situation, or even go that far, I just...I know how it feels, and I know how it can tear you up...so yeah...if you want or need to talk..." He shrugged. "You've probably heard this before, sorry...I can just stop trying if it's easier?"

Sometimes they come back, sometimes they don't says:
"You're right, I have heard it before. 'Sorry to hear about PJ, it's not your fault no matter what you say. You giving him the fucking vodka isn't what made all of it happen...none of it's your fault." He opened his eyes, only to roll them.

Deb - "Then there's Paris Hilton who's famous for being a slut...I mean socialite, I knew it started with S" says:
"I wasn't going to say that, you wouldn't believe me even if I tried. I just wanted you to know that I know pretty much where you're at." He shifted to sit up on the couch. "I know what people say that makes it worse, or what makes it easier...It won't make it better, but sometimes knowing you're not alone can help get it out....Holding it inside will only make things worse, no matter how much you feel like you deserve it."

Sometimes they come back, sometimes they don't says:
"I don't need to make myself feel worse, that's what I have a mother for." He leaned back in the couch and looked up in the ceiling, "But when PJ is there with all those wires and shit, trying to tell me it's okay and that he'll be okay and he loves me...but he can't because he's got tubes and wires down his throat, and he's probably paralyzed, yeah then I feel a little bad." He said, saying the last part more then a little sarcastic.

Deb - "Then there's Paris Hilton who's famous for being a slut...I mean socialite, I knew it started with S" says:
He reached out, hesitated then put his hand on Brooklyn's shoulder. He sighed and spoke slowly, and deliberately. "Yeah...but I guess, in a really sadistic way on Fate's part, this could be kind of a gift...Your brother is at least around to tell you he loves you. Mine jumped off a cliff and his last words to me were about how far apart we'd drifted."

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"You didn't push him."

Deb - "Then there's Paris Hilton who's famous for being a slut...I mean socialite, I knew it started with S" says:
"I know, but I still feel guilty over it because I couldn't help him. My sister is going the same way and..." He shook his head, tensed and clutched Brooklyn's shoulder tightly before he let go and moved away a little. "I think no matter what, if someone dies or gets sick and it was preventable, you'll feel guilty and wonder why you didn't do something to stop it. And with you...it has to be worse because you...think you did it. But he'll get better, even if he's in a wheelchair...People live like that..."

Sometimes they come back, sometimes they don't says:
"No, you haven't seen him. It's easy to say it's ok or whatever when you haven't seen him, or haven't prayed he makes it another day even if you aren't in the slightest bit religious." He stood up, and headed into the kitchen. He could still see and talk to Seb, so Seb had no reason to move. "If he survives, he'll be paralyzed from the neck down and probably won't be able to talk, or do much of anything besides just be there."

Deb - "Then there's Paris Hilton who's famous for being a slut...I mean socialite, I knew it started with S" says:
Seb chewed his lip and watched him. "I...I'm...Nobody is going to know how you feel exactly but...I know what it's like to lose a brother, and not in the same way or anything, but cause it and....I just....You can't...You're already...You know what I'm trying to say, right?"

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"No, I don't," Brooklyn said from the kitchen as he began looking through one of the cupboards for something.

Deb - "Then there's Paris Hilton who's famous for being a slut...I mean socialite, I knew it started with S" says:
Seb stood up and walked into the kitchen. He leant on the door and watched him. "If you need to talk...and I know you've probably heard this too, but I mean it...Call me at any hour, it's okay."

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"Yeah, I do have best friends around the apartment. 4 of them in fact." Brooklyn said as he stood up straight and set the bottle of vodka he'd dug out of the cabinet on the counter.

Deb - "Then there's Paris Hilton who's famous for being a slut...I mean socialite, I knew it started with S" says:
Seb eyed the bottle warily. "It's ten in the morning...."

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"10:03." He corrected and pointed at the clock.

Deb - "Then there's Paris Hilton who's famous for being a slut...I mean socialite, I knew it started with S" says:
"Still...it's really early..."

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"Coming from someone who doesn't really drink besides huge parties or special occasions..." He unscrewed the cap and took out a glass from one of the upper cabinets.

Deb - "Then there's Paris Hilton who's famous for being a slut...I mean socialite, I knew it started with S" says:
"Yeah, there's reasons for that...And you shouldn't drink to stop your problems."

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"I'm not." He said as he poured some from the bottle, only half filling the glass up. As a second thought, he added a little more.

Deb - "Then there's Paris Hilton who's famous for being a slut...I mean socialite, I knew it started with S" says:
"Then what are you doing?"

Sometimes they come back, sometimes they don't says:
"Just drinking. I could be doing worse things."

Deb - "Then there's Paris Hilton who's famous for being a slut...I mean socialite, I knew it started with S" says:
"I know...but this still isn't good."

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"I'm sure you'd approve of this moreso then the other shit I was doing." He said, downing all of the contents of the glass.

Deb - "Then there's Paris Hilton who's famous for being a slut...I mean socialite, I knew it started with S" says:
"What...what were you doing?"

Sometimes they come back, sometimes they don't says:
"Whats the only thing worse then alcohol? And I'll give you a hint, it's not more alcohol."

Deb - "Then there's Paris Hilton who's famous for being a slut...I mean socialite, I knew it started with S" says:
Seb bit his lip harder. "Brooklyn..."

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"Yep?" Brooklyn said as if it were nothing, as he poured more into the glass.

Deb - "Then there's Paris Hilton who's famous for being a slut...I mean socialite, I knew it started with S" says:
He shook his head. "Just...Stop!"

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"Stop what?" He put the bottle down, and looked over at him.

Deb - "Then there's Paris Hilton who's famous for being a slut...I mean socialite, I knew it started with S" says:
"Stop this! Stop blaming yourself and acting like...like this!" He stormed over, grabbed the bottle and smashed it in the sink. "You blame yourself for your brother, I get that, but do you really think this is going to help him?!"

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"15 dollars that I don't have down the drain, fantastic." He rolled his eyes and drank the rest of what was in his glass. "No, I told myself I was going to stop drinking at all after PJ."

Deb - "Then there's Paris Hilton who's famous for being a slut...I mean socialite, I knew it started with S" says:
"Yeah, and what the fuck are you doing now?"

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"You don't have to tell me twice, I know I've given up on that but for some reason I'd rather drink then do fucking drugs," He shook his head, "It's just a feeling." he rolled his eyes.

Deb - "Then there's Paris Hilton who's famous for being a slut...I mean socialite, I knew it started with S" says:
"You know what the problem is? Everyone here is too fucking afraid to tell you you're fucking up, because you might get upset. So screw that. Brooklyn, look at what the fuck you're doing! This isn't helping anyone, lest of all yourself or your brother."

Sometimes they come back, sometimes they don't says:
Brooklyn laughed, and looked at Seb. "You think someoen's afraid to tell me that? You think that's the problem? My friends are fucking idiots."

Deb - "Then there's Paris Hilton who's famous for being a slut...I mean socialite, I knew it started with S" says:
"Then why the fuck are you being such an idiot?!"

Sometimes they come back, sometimes they don't says:
"I'm getting it together, and I am trying."

Deb - "Then there's Paris Hilton who's famous for being a slut...I mean socialite, I knew it started with S" says:
He shook his head. "This is ridiculous."

Sometimes they come back, sometimes they don't says:
"Fuck you, I'm not doing coke anymore and just when you get around to it you come around to see 'if I'm okay' and then tell me 'this is ridiculous.' If it's so ridiculous, then why the fuck are you here?"

Deb - "Then there's Paris Hilton who's famous for being a slut...I mean socialite, I knew it started with S" says:
"I took so long to visit because I didn't want to be like every other concerned citizen!"

Sometimes they come back, sometimes they don't says:
"What concerned citizens? Those people YOU call friends?"

Deb - "Then there's Paris Hilton who's famous for being a slut...I mean socialite, I knew it started with S" says:
He sighed and rubbed his eye. His hand lingered there, then pushed his hair from his face and rested on the back of his neck. "I'm sorry."

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"For what?"

Deb - "Then there's Paris Hilton who's famous for being a slut...I mean socialite, I knew it started with S" says:
"For shouting."

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"Big deal. You should be sorry for busting a 15 dollar bottle of vodka."

Deb - "Then there's Paris Hilton who's famous for being a slut...I mean socialite, I knew it started with S" says:
"I'm not."

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"Well then, I guess you shouldn't be apologizing at all then." He said, and stormed off into the living room.

Deb - "Then there's Paris Hilton who's famous for being a slut...I mean socialite, I knew it started with S" says:
Seb sighed and followed. "I don't think you should be drinking this much, and if smashing a bottle of vodka will stop it until you get more money or whatever, then I'm glad I did it."

Sometimes they come back, sometimes they don't says:
"We're not poor, jackass." Brooklyn rolled his eyes, and flopped onto the couch. "And with the way the 5 of us drink you think we have one sitting around?"

Deb - "Then there's Paris Hilton who's famous for being a slut...I mean socialite, I knew it started with S" says:
He stood between the kitchen and living room then shook his head. "Fine...You'll do it anyway, so fuck it."

Sometimes they come back, sometimes they don't says:
"Then you'd have 5 pissed off drunks, instead of just one."

Deb - "Then there's Paris Hilton who's famous for being a slut...I mean socialite, I knew it started with S" says:
"Do whatever you want Brooklyn. If you want to get drunk and make everything worse, go ahead." He went to leave.

Sometimes they come back, sometimes they don't says:
"It's not hurting anyone but you, obviously, because you trying to play some kind of hero. It's really..really touching."

Deb - "Then there's Paris Hilton who's famous for being a slut...I mean socialite, I knew it started with S" says:
"Ask your brother if you drinking your life away isn't going to hurt him."

Sometimes they come back, sometimes they don't says:
"My Brother isn't gonna be around long enough to see my drink my fucking life away."

Deb - "Then there's Paris Hilton who's famous for being a slut...I mean socialite, I knew it started with S" says:
"Do you still think he'd want you to?"

Sometimes they come back, sometimes they don't says:
"Fuck you, get out of here."

Deb - "Then there's Paris Hilton who's famous for being a slut...I mean socialite, I knew it started with S" says:
"Ask him how he'd feel if you throw your life away to drinking. Whether he'll be here or not to see it is irrelevant, ask him how it would make him feel anyway." He turned around and left, shutting the door firmly but quietly behind himself.

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